Except for one thing, today- out of the blue- I feel hopeful about getting pregnant this cycle! And excited to try!
And it made me realize how much of myself I have lost along the way. I literally cannot remember the last cycle I felt hopeful about. Or the last time I thought, "Hey in a few weeks, I could be pregnant."
And here I am today, suddenly feeling like I want (actually want) to try (consciously try) to conceive (a REAL. LIVE. BABY.). Like this is what it's about, and I don't want to force myself to forget that anymore. And now my brain is going: