I remember along my TTC journey I would happen upon an infertility blog where they were doing fertility treatments and had stopped charting their temperatures or using OPKs or peeing on HPTs like there was no tomorrow. And I always thought "How can they do that? I can't imagine letting go of those things, no matter how long I'm TTC." But here I am, deciding that I don't care about OPKs anymore, and thinking about charting only right around ovulation time, and cutting out my internet cheapie HPT's.
After so many negative cycles it just seems pointless. Who cares? It doesn't matter if we time our BD'ing right... how many cycles have we timed things perfectly and ended up with a BFN? It doesn't do anyone any good for me to pee on all those HPT's and drive myself crazy over shadow lines when deep down I just know that it's a BFN. So, I'm feeling BLAH, and I don't know how else to describe it.
I'm CD17, I ovulated sometime yesterday or today, and I just don't care. Nothing will come of it anyway.